And he called to the true and blessed woman his spouse, and said unto her, " Henceforth thou shalt be my lady "and my sister; come therefore, and I will relate unto thee 4< concerning a matter which is more excellent [than marriage]. 100
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41 The marriage which men contract is a perishable thing, but " let us choose for ourselves the marriage which perisheth not, " and the marriage feast which never endeth. Let us each sleep * ' alone, for in this wise we shall please Christ ; and let us " guard the glory of our virginity unspotted, so that we may " take our rest at the marriage feast which is incorruptible." Then he took out a book from his bosom and read to the maiden [passages] which were uttered by the Apostles and by our Redeemer, and since she had no knowledge of the Scrip tures he added unto their words from his own divine mind. And he read many passages unto her and talked much to her concerning virginity and purity, and at length, by the grace of Christ, she was persuaded. Then she answered and said unto him, "Master, I know well that a rule of life of purity is very " much more excellent [than marriage]; therefore whatsoever " pleaseth thee that do. And I also from this time forth will be " persuaded [to do] whatsoever thou wishest to do."
Then she answered and said unto him, "Master, I know well that a rule of life of purity is very " much more excellent [than marriage]; therefore whatsoever " pleaseth thee that do. And I also from this time forth will be " persuaded [to do] whatsoever thou wishest to do. "
Then Ammon said unto her, "I beg and entreat thee to let " each of us from this time forth dwell alone"; but she would not agree to this, and said, "Let us live in the same house, " and let each of us have a separate bed." So they dwelt to gether holily in the same house for eighteen years. In the morning Ammon used to go forth and pass the whole day in cultivating the balsam trees which he had in his garden ; now the balsam tree is like unto the vine, and must be planted and pruned and cultivated, and it demandeth great attention — and in the evening he entered into his house, and recited his prayers, and then ate with her. And he also rose up to [say] the praises (or hymns) of the night, and as soon as the dawn had come he would depart to the garden. Now as they were doing these things they both removed themselves from pas sions, and attained unto impassibility, and the prayers of Abba" Ammon helped [his wife]. And at length the blessed woman said unto him, "Master, I have something to say unto " thee, if thou wilt hearken unto me, and I am convinced that " for God's sake thou lovest me." The blessed man said unto her, "Tell [me] what thou wishest [to say]"; and she said unto him, "It is not right (seeing that thou art a God-fearing "man, and one who liveth a life of righteousness, and that "thou hast also made me, outwardly, to yearn for this path "[of life], and by the help of divine grace I have gotten "purity), to live with me. It is not good that, for my sake, "thou who dwellest with me in purity for our Lord's sake, " shouldst hide the spiritual excellence of thy philosophy; for "it is not seemly that thy fair deeds should be hidden, and "should not be known. Let thy dwelling be apart from me
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It is not good that, for my sake, "thou who dwellest with me in purity for our Lord's sake, " shouldst hide the spiritual excellence of thy philosophy; for "it is not seemly that thy fair deeds should be hidden, and "should not be known. Let thy dwelling be apart from me
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"and [thus] thou shalt benefit many." Then Ammon praised God, and said unto her, "O lady, this mind is beautiful, and "if it be acceptable unto thee do thou remain and abide in " this house in peace, and I will go and make another for my- " self." And having gone forth from her Ammon departed and entered into Mount Nitria, where as yet the monasteries were not numerous, indeed up to that time there were no monas teries at all there; and he built himself a habitation there, and dwelt therein for two and twenty years. And having attained unto the highest practice of the labours of the ascetic life he ended his days, that is to say, the holy man Ammon went to his rest and slept when he was sixty-two years of age. Twice in the year he used to go and see his spouse; and he died in his virginity, and his wife likewise brought the years of her life to an end in purity.
Now the following wonderful thing is told concerning him by the blessed Athanasius, Bishop of Alexandria, in the book which he composed about the life and deeds of the blessed Anthony. Once when he was about to cross the river which is called "the Wolf" with Theodore his disciple, he was ashamed to take off his clothes [lest] he might see the naked ness of his person. And being doubtful in his mind (literally thoughts) how he should cross over wonder fell upon him, and through an angel he crossed the river without any [boat] whatsoever [on his part]. It was the same Ammon who saw the blessed man Anthony, who lived and died in such wise that his soul was taken to heaven by angels, and it was he who passed over the waters by the might of the Holy Spirit. Now as concerning this river which is called "the Wolf," I myself was once in great fear when I was crossing it in a boat, because it is filled with the overflow of the waters of the Nile.
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NOW in Mount Nitria there was a certain man whose name was Hor, concerning whom men, especially all the brotherhood, testify to many of his triumphs, and also that marvellous and excellent woman Melha (i.e., Mela- nia), the handmaid of Christ, who went into this mountain before I did. As for me, I never became acquainted with this man. And in his history they say this one thing: "He never "told a lie in his life, and he never used oaths; he never "uttered a curse, and beyond what was absolutely necessary " he never spoke at all."
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As for me, I never became acquainted with this man. And in his history they say this one thing: "He never "told a lie in his life, and he never used oaths; he never "uttered a curse, and beyond what was absolutely necessary " he never spoke at all. "
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IN this mountain there also lived the blessed man Pambo (or Panbis), who was the teacher and master of the Bishops Dioscorus, Ammonius, Eusebius, [Euthemis] (Eutymius), and Origen the nephew of Dracontius, a mar vellous man. Now this man Pambo possessed [the power to utter] words of prophecy, and splendid triumphs, yet with all these he despised gold and silver, even as the Word demand- eth. Now the following things [concerning him] were related unto me by the blessed woman Melhci. (i.e., Melania):
When I first came from Rome to Alexandria I heard con cerning the life and deeds of Pambo, inasmuch as the blessed man Isidore, who also brought me unto him in the desert, told me about him. And I brought unto him a basket which was filled with stamped silver (i.e., coined money) three hundred pounds [in weight], and I begged him to accept some of my posses sions for his needs. He was sitting and plaiting the leaves ot palm trees, and as he was doing this he merely blessed me, and said, "God give thee thy reward!" Then he said unto his steward, whose name was Origen, "Take and distribute [this] ' ' among all the brethren who are in the ' Island ' and in Libya" ; for these monasteries are exceedingly poor, and he commanded the steward not to give unto any man who dwelt in Egypt, for those who dwell therein have [abundant] means of subsis tence. Now I stood there and I expected to be treated with honour or to be praised for the greatness of the gift, but when I heard nothing from him, I said unto him, "Master, knowest " thou how much money it is, and that there are three hundred "pounds [in the basket]?" Then Pambo, without lifting up his gaze, said unto me, "My daughter, He unto whom thou " hast offered thy money hath no need [to know] the weight. " For He who weighed the mountains in a balance knoweth "how much is the weight of thy silver. If thou hadst given "the money unto me thou wouldst have done well to have " informed me concerning the weight thereof; but since thou " hast given it to God, Who did not despise the two mites ot "the widow, [what need hast thou to tell Him?] Hold thy "peace."
Now our Lord so directed that in the day on which I entered the mountain this blessed man died without having been ill, for he died whilst he was sewing together palm leaves for mats, without fever and without sickness. And he was seventy years old. Now he was sewing together palm leaves for a mat, and coming to the end of it he sent and called me.
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And when he had finished sewing1 it, he said unto me, "Take •* this mat from my hands, so that thou mayest keep me in re- " membrance, for I have nothing- else whatever to leave thee"; and having given it unto me he straightway died. And t wrapped his body in linen swathings, and buried him, and then I departed from the desert; and I shall treasure the mat as a sacred relic until the day of my death.
Now at the time of the death of this holy man Pambo there were standing before him certain famous men, Origen the priest and steward, and Ammonius, together with the remain der of the brethren, and they told [me] that at the time of his death, he said, "From the day wherein I came into this desert "and built this cell in which I have lived [until this day] "I know not that I have [ever] eaten the bread of idleness "(or bread) which did not come from the labour of mine "own hands; and my soul repenteth not that I have ever " spoken an empty word in my life; thus I go to God like one " who hath, as yet, not made a beginning in the fear of God." And Origin and Ammonius, the servants of Christ, in telling1 us the story of his life, bore witness concerning him that he was never asked a question by any man about a saying1 from the Book, or about the rules and labours of the ascetic life which he did not either answer immediately, or say, " I have " not as yet understood the matter." Nowthere were times when he spake these words [only] after three months' consideration of a matter; and he used to make answer with such under*- standing that every man received the things which were said by him with as great reverence as if they had [been said] by God. Now this excellence was also attributed to Anthony the Great and to the rest of the holy men. Among1 other things which are said concerning the holy man Pambo is the follow ing. The blessed man Pior once went to Pambo's cell and took with him some bread, and Pambo made a complaint, saying unto him, "Why hast thou done this?" Then Abbd Pior made answer, saying, " Let [this thing] be not grievous " unto thee"; but Pambo was silent and sent him away. And after some time Rabbi Pambo went to the cell of Abbd Pior, and he took with him bread which had been dipped in water; and being asked, ' * Why hast thou done this ? " the blessed man Pambo said unto him, " Let it not be grievous unto thee that 44 1 have also dipped the bread in water."
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NOW this man Ammonius and his three brothers [i.e., Dioscorus, Eusebius, and Euthymius, who were called the " Tall Brothers " by Sozomen] and his two sisters were disciples of Rabba Pambo; and when they had attained unto the perfection of divine life and conversation they depar ted from the desert, and founded two monasteries, I mean, one for men and one for women, but they placed the monastery of the women at a sufficient distance from that of the men, for Ammonius did not greatly love the intercourse of speech. It was for this reason that a certain city desired that he should be its bishop, and the people thereof drew nigh unto the bless ed man Timothy, Bishop of Alexandria, and entreated him to make the blessed Ammonius their bishop; and Timothy [who sat from 381-385] told them to bring Ammonius unto him and that he would make him their bishop. Then they took with them much people, and they went unto Ammonius to bring him, and when he saw them he tried to find means to take to flight. But when he saw that he was unable to escape from them, he tried to persuade them, with many oaths, that he would not accept it, but he was unable to make them give up their intention. And when they would not be per suaded by him, he seized a razor and cut off his left ear at the root, and said unto them, " Now I am indeed persuaded that " I cannot be that which ye are urging me to be, for the Law * 'also commandeth, 'The man whose ear hath been cut off " 'shall not draw nigh unto the altar'" (Leviticus xxvi, 17); so they left him and went and informed the Bishop, who said unto them, "This law is observed among the Jews, but even " if his nose was split and he had fine qualities I would make 4< him Bishop." Then the people went to Ammonius again and entreated him [to come], and when the pious man would not be persuaded by them, they wanted to take him and to make him come by force; but he said unto them, "If ye do [not] ** leave me I will also slit my tongue" ; and when they heard this they left him and departed.
Concerning this man Ammonius so wonderful a thing as the following is said. Whenever a carnal thought entered his mind he never spared his body, but he would make a piece of iron hot on the fire and lay it upon his members, so that they might always be in a state of wounds. From his youth up his rule was as follows: whatsoever had been cooked by fire he would never eat. He could repeat the books of the Old and New Testaments by heart, and he used to read also the books [which were composed by] excellent men, by Origen, and by
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Didymus, and by Pierius, and by Stephen [containing] about ten thousand six hundred sayings; concerning this the great fathers who lived in the desert bear witness. It is also said that this man possessed the power of foretelling events, and living in his cell he was so great a comforter to the brethren who lived in the desert that no other man could be compared with him. Now the blessed Evagrius, who was clothed with the spirit, and was skilled in examining thoughts, used to say, " I never saw any man who had attained more closely unto im- " passibility than Ammonius."
Once a certain need of those who were dwelling in the desert called the blessed man Ammonius, and Rufinus who was at that time the prefect [also] greatly persuaded him, and he went up to Constantinople. And with him there were also the holy bishops, and other monks who had come from various pro vinces [to be present] at the service of restoration of a certain martyrium which Rufinus had built. And Rufinus wished him to receive him after holy baptism at the service of restoration of the temple which he had built, and so the blessed man re ceived him from the bishops who had baptized him. Thus, as was right, Rufinus paid to the blessed man Ammonius the honour which is due to a life of asceticism, and he used to listen to him in everything; and after a short time he died and was buried in the martyrium which is called the " martyrium " of Rufinus," and many helpful acts took place at his grave on behalf of those who [were worthy] of help.
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AND there was also in the mountain of Nitria a marvel lous man whose name was Benjamin, who attained to a high state of perfection in the ascetic life, for he had fasted and toiled for eighty years. Now he was held to be worthy of the gift of the craft of the physician, and from every wound (or stripe) upon which he laid his hand, and which Christ blessed or gave [him the power to heal], straightway every pain departed. And this man, who was worthy of such a gift, collected water in his body for eight months before his death, and he was so much swollen that he might well have been called a second Job. And Dioscurus took us, that is to say, the blessed Origen and myself, and said unto us, ''Come "ye and see a new Job, who whilst [suffering from] such a "severe disease of the body as this healeth others." And Benjamin gave thanks concerning his affliction beyond mea sure, and glorified God continually, and his soul rejoiced and was glad in the hope which it laid up for the saints. Now when we had gone and seen the swelling of his body we found
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that it had become so large that a man could not with all his hand encircle one of his fingers; and being unable to look upon such a terrible affliction through disease we turned away our eyes. Then the blessed man Benjamin said unto us, " My sons, "pray that the inner man may not collect water. Even when '* this my body was in health it in no wise helped me, and now " that it is sick it in no wise hindereth me." Now during the [last] eight months of his illness they made a broad chair for him, and he used to sit therein always, because he was not able to lie down upon a bed by reason of the necessity of his belly and of the other [members of his] body. And whilst he himself lived in such suffering through all his affliction he was healing others, and it is for this reason that I am compelled to narrate to you concerning the affliction of this righteous man, so that when such an affliction as this happeneth unto the righteous we may not hold the matter to be hard. Now when this blessed man died, the whole of the framework of the doorway had to be removed to enable them to bring out his body from his cell, for his body was very large indeed.
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AND again another man, whose name was Apollonius, used to dwell in this Mount Nitria; and he was a mer chant who had come there to learn to lead the life and conversation of an anchorite. Now this man found no handicraft at the exercise of which he could employ himself, and he could neither fast nor keep vigil like the other ascetics to any great extent. During the twenty years which he lived in this moun tain it was his rule of life and triumph that by his own labour and toil he used to buy from Alexandria everything which was required by the brethren, and the things which were needed for the healing of the sick, and carry them to the sick. And it was a marvellous thing to see him going about among the monasteries and cells of the brethren each day, from the earliest dawn, when he set out, until the ninth hour, and he used to stand by the door and say, " Is there, peradventure, " anyone sick here?" And he carried about pomegranates, and dried cakes, and raisins, and eggs, and the things which arc necessary for the sick. Now he found this rule of life easy to acquire, and to continue until his old age, and he was able to attend to the affairs of the five thousand brethren who were dwelling in the mountain. And when he died he left whatever he had unto another man like unto himself, and he begged him to carry out this ministration, because the [place where the monks lived] was a desert and was destitute of the things of the world
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And when he died he left whatever he had unto another man like unto himself, and he begged him to carry out this ministration, because the [place where the monks lived] was a desert and was destitute of the things of the world
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AND there were also there two brethren, whose names were Paesius and Isaiah, who were the sons of a cer tain merchant who traded in Spain ; and when their father died they divided his inheritance between them, and there came to each of them money which amounted to five thousand dinars, and furniture, and raiment, and slaves, and property of all kinds. And these blessed men took counsel to gether and meditated together and said unto each other, "By " what manner of trafficking shall we live in this world? If we "continue to exercise the trade of our father, we shall only "double our labour and toil for [the benefit of] others; and "perhaps [our wealth] will fall into the hands of thieves by "land or of pirates by sea." And whilst they were being* troubled by such thoughts as these they answered and said unto each other, " Let us come to the way of truth, and let " us acquire the life and conversation of the'Christians, whereby " we shall both keep the benefit of what our father hath left us, 4 ' and get possession of our soul. " And this proposition concern ing the labour of the dwellers in the monasteries was pleasing unto them, and each of them found in his discipleship the power to judge as to what work he should embrace. And having divided their father's inheritance they both possessed the eager care to please God by the various kinds of labours of life of the mourner. One of them divided everything which had come to him and gave it to the churches and monastic habitations, and distributed it among the poor and needy; and he learned a handicraft at which he could work and earn [his] daily bread, and he was constant in prayer and fasting. The other brother did not distribute [his possessions], but he built himself a monastery and gathered together unto him a few brethren and providing therefor became a care unto him. All strangers and poor folk, and all the aged men and sick folk who thronged unto him he used to receive and relieve their wants. And every first day of the week, and every Sabbath, he used to prepare three tables and relieve the wants of every one who happened to be present there ; and thus he spent all his pos sessions.
Now, when the two brothers died abundant blessing was ascribed unto them by the whole brotherhood, but the one brother pleased some of them [most], and the other the others; and although the brethren praised both brothers, adispute arose among them concerning the superior merit of one or the other of the two brothers. Then the brethren went to the blessed
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Now, when the two brothers died abundant blessing was ascribed unto them by the whole brotherhood, but the one brother pleased some of them [most], and the other the others; and although the brethren praised both brothers, adispute arose among them concerning the superior merit of one or the other of the two brothers. Then the brethren went to the blessed
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Pambo and related the matter unto him, and wished to learn which rule of life and labour was the greater and more excel lent. And Pambo said unto them, " They are both perfect. " One man made manifest the work of Abraham by his hospi tality, and the other the self-denial of Elijah." And again the brethren said unto him, " How is it possible for the two to "be equal in merit? We praise and magnify him who eiriT "braced poverty, for we find that he did the work of the " Gospel in selling everything that he had and giving it to the *' poor, and that every day, and at every season, both by day ' ' and by night, he took up his cross and followed after his " Lord by his fasting and his prayers." And again the other brethren contended with them, saying, "The other brother " showed such supreme compassion on those who were stran- " gers and on those who were afflicted that he would even sit "in the highways and gather together the passers-by who "were in trouble; and not only did he relieve his own soui, " but he also brought a lightening unto many souls that were "heavy laden, and he would make ready the dead for the "grave ?.nd bury [them]." And the blessed Pambo said unto them, "Again I say unto you that both are equal [in merit], " and I will tell you how each of them became so. Unless the " one had fasted he would not have been worthy of the good- " ness and compassion of the other, and again, the other in " relieving the wants of strangers also lightened his own load, " for although a man may think that he hath trouble in recei- " ving [them] yet he also gaineth rest of body. But tarry ye " here a few days so that I may learn [the answer] from God, " and come ye [back] to me and I will declare [it] unto you. And after a few days they came unto him, and they asked him to tell them what had been revealed unto him ; and he answered and said unto them, " I have seen them both standing in the " Paradise of Eden, as it were in the presence of God."
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And after a few days they came unto him, and they asked him to tell them what had been revealed unto him ; and he answered and said unto them, " I have seen them both standing in the " Paradise of Eden, as it were in the presence of God. "
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THERE was also a certain youth whose name was Macarius, and when he became a young man about eighteen years old, he used to pasture flocks and herds, along with [other] young men of his own age and position, by the side of the lake which is called Mareotis, and without wishing to do so he unwittingly committed a murder ; and with out saying a word to any man he straightway rose up and de parted, and he went out and journeyed into the desert. Thus he attained to the fear of God, and to the love of men, in such wise that he esteemed himself lightly; and he passed three
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years in the desert, in the open air, and without a roof [over his head]. Now in that country no rain falleth, and this every one, so to say, knoweth, either from hearsay or from a<5lual experience. And after three years he built himself a cell, and he dwelt therein for five and twenty years [and performed] great labours ; and he was held worthy of the divine gift of being able to treat with contempt the devils, and he was com pletely happy in the ascetic life and in the noble labours there of. Now I dwelt hard by this man for no short time, and once I asked him, "What is thy thought about the sinfulness of "that murder [which thou didst commit]? And he said unto me, " I am entirely untroubled by it, for I am bound to con fess that the sin of [this] involuntary murder was the good " cause of the redemption of my life, and the testimony of the " Book confirmeth this view, saying not even Moses, the ser- " vant of the Lord, would have been held worthy of the divine "vision unless, through fear for the murder which he had "committed, he had forsaken Egypt, and come unto Mount "Sinai, where he was held to be worthy of converse with " God, and to compose the commandments of the spirit."
Now we speak these things, not because we wish to help murder, but only in order that we may particularly shew that spiritual excellences spring from tribulations, when a man is not of his own will persuaded to draw nigh unto goodness. Some spiritual excellences arise from the will, and some from tribulation ; and in the works which I have found appended to this history I have discovered that the murder which Maca- rius committed belonged to this latter class. And Macarius prayed always, and he prayed with his arms and hands ex tended in the form of a cross. And when he had drawn nigh to the end of his course, which was not caused by illness, at that time [I say] he stood up in the corner of his cell, and ex tended his hands and arms in prayer, and thus praying he yielded up his spirit. And when he who used to bring him food came and saw him standing by the side of the wall with his hands stretched out, he remained standing outside think ing that Macarius was standing up in prayer, as was his wont. Then, having waited for about three hours, he opened the door and went in, and he said unto him, "Bless, master!" And when he did not answer him he drew nigh and shook him ; and when he saw that he was dead he came to us and told us, and having come we saw him standing in the form of a cross, and we marvelled. Now when we had laid him out upon the ground we were unable to bring his hands nigh unto his body, and so we dug his grave in the form of a cross and laid him in it. And I was sorely grieved because of his depar-
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ture, and I fell into a slumber and slept, and a voice came unto me, which said, " Inasmuch as during- his lifetime he 'Moved the cross, which he bore through his good works, in "it also he shall have his rest; in the form of that which he " desired longingly hath he been buried, and in the same form " shall he stand up at the right hand on the day of Christ." And having heard these things I awoke, and I glorified God and the power of the Cross.
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AND there was also another man among the aged ones whose name was Nathaniel, and him I never met in his life, for he died fifteen years before I entered into this mountain ; but I have met those who dwelt with him for a long time. And having made enquiries of these I learned concerning the triumphs of the man, and they also shewed me his cell wherein at that time no man was living, because it was nigh unto the world; but Abba" Nathaniel built it long ago when the monks were few in number.
Now they used to relate concerning this man that his patient endurance in his cell was such that he never moved from his place to go outside the door of his habitation for the disposi tion of his will. At the beginning he was laughed at by the Evil One, who mocketh at and leadeth astray every man, and he made Nathaniel to feel weariness in his first cell, and he went and built himself another cell in the neighbourhood of the city. Now after he had built the other cell and had dwelt therein, some three or four months later the devil, who had waged war against him from the beginning, came by night holding in his hand a sling like a hunter, and he was dressed in the garb of the Romans, and he was slinging [stones] with the sling which he was holding. Then the blessed man Nathaniel answered and said unto him, "Who art thou who "doest these things in the place wherein I dwell?" The devil said unto him, "I am he who made thee to flee from thy first "cell, and I have come that I may make thee to flee from this "place." Now when he knew that the devil was laughing at him because he had departed from his first [cell], straightway he turned and went back thereto, and he lived in his first cell for the space of thirty and seven years in such strict abnega tion that he never passed outside the door, and meanwhile he was warring with the devil. And the wicked devil made him to experience so many afflictions and troubles in order to drive him out of his cell that it would be impossible for [any] man to recount them. But the Evil One watched [and obtained his
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opportunity] in the arrival of the Bishops who came to Na thaniel (now they were all holy men), and whether the order ing of the matter was due to the will of God, or to the tempta tion of the Evil One, we know not, but he made Nathaniel to fall away somewhat from his intention. For when the Bishops had prayed and had gone forth, Nathaniel did not escort them the distance of one step, and the servants who were with them said [to him], "Dost thou possess the faculty "of pride that thou wilt not accompany the Bishops?" Then Nathaniel said unto them, "I died once and for all to my "lords the Bishops, and to the whole world, and I have a "secret matter concerning which it is God only Who knoweth "my heart, and why I did not go forth and escort them."
Then that devil, who was still making a mock of this self- abnegation, nine months before Nathaniel's death took upon himself the form of a young man who was about twenty years old, and he was following after an ass which was carrying bread in the bed of the river. Now when it was far into the evening the young man passed close to the cell, and pretended that the ass had fallen down under its burden, and he began to cry out, and said, "Abba Nathaniel, help me, and come "and render me assistance." And Nathaniel heard the voice of the young man who he thought was crying out, and he opened the door, and as he was standing inside, he spake with him, and said unto him, "Who art thou? And what dost thou "want me to do for thee?" And the young man said unto him, "I am such and such a young man, and I am carrying bread "to such and such a brother because he wisheth to make a "love feast, and the day which dawneth to-morrow will be the "Sabbath, and [bread for] the Offering will be necessary. "I beg of thee, therefore, not to tarry in assisting me, lest the "hyenas come and devour both me and the ass." Now there were many hyenas in that place.
"I beg of thee, therefore, not to tarry in assisting me, lest the "hyenas come and devour both me and the ass. " Now there were many hyenas in that place.
Then the blessed Nathaniel stood still in great astonish ment, and he was much troubled in his mind by the mercy which had revealed itself to him, and he meditated within him self, saying, "It is either through the command of God that I "must fall, or through my will [having reached] its limit." Finally he meditated within himself and said, "It is better for "him who hath guarded for all these years the limit of his "will, and hath not passed over his door, to remain in the " same condition which will put the Evil One to shame than "to go out"; and he prayed to God. Then he made answer unto him whom he believed to be a young man crying out, and said unto him, "Young man, hear me! I believe that the "God Whom I serve will send thee help if it be needed by
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"thee, and that neither the hyenas nor anything else will harm "thee; but if thou art a temptation may God discover thy "craftiness!/' And he shut the door and held his peace. And that devil was put to shame, and by reason of his wickedness he took the form of a whirlwind and the forms of wild asses which dance about and skip and break wind. This is the [story of the] triumph of the blessed Nathaniel, and this is the [story of] his labour and of his ending.
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CONCERNING the holy and immortal fathers, that is to say Macarius the Egyptian, and Macarius the Alex andrian, who were men to be feared and who were invincible athletes, and concerning the strife of their life and deeds, and conversation, it is exceedingly right and good that we should tell the story. Perhaps it will not be accepted by the unbelievers, and therefore I find it difficult to relate their his tory, and to set it down completely in writing, lest by so doing I should be accounted a liar; and that the Lord destroyeth those who speak falsehood the Holy Spirit maketh clearly manifest. Now, as I myself do not put to the lie the help of Christ, do not thou, O Lausus, thou believer in men, become an unbeliever in the triumphs of the holy fathers which are spoken of, but adorn thyself more and more with the deeds and conversation of these glorious men who were in very truth, even as they are called, blessed men.
The athlete of Christ, the first Macarius, was by race an Egyptian, and the second Macarius, although he was second to him in the matter of age, was nevertheless first in the opinion of the monks (or solitaries) ; and this man, whose name also was Macarius, which is interpreted " blessed," was from the city of Alexandria, and he was [one] of those who sold dried fruit and wine.
In* another manuscript I have found a different version [of the history of the two Macarii which I have used] in the pre paration of [this] history, and I set this down here also; now it reads as follows :
And as concerning the two blessed men whose names were the same, inasmuch as their rule of life and conversation were of an exceedingly exalted character, perhaps many will not believe [what I write]. I, however, am afraid lest I may under state and belittle their triumphs in any way whatsoever, and lie * This is a note of a careful scribe or editor.
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concerning them, for it is written, " Thou wilt destroy those i 'who speak falsehood" (Psalm xii, 3). The Holy Spirit hath passed this sentence upon me, therefore, O beloved and faith ful men, believe ye me. Now one of these two blessed men was an Egyptian by race, and the other was an Alexandrian who sold dried fruits. First of all I will tell the story of the ascetic excellences of Macarius the Egyptian, the whole of whose years were ninety; he was thirty years old when he went up to the desert, and [he] lived therein for sixty years. And he was given the gift of [performing] mighty deeds in such a remarkable manner that he was called by the fathers " the "aged youth," because straightway and quickly he ascended to the highest grade of ascetic excellence and gifts, and to the power of interpreting the Scriptures, and to spiritual foresight. And the gift of possessing power over devils was also given to him, and he was also esteemed worthy of the priesthood. With this blessed man there lived in the further (or inner) desert, which is called "Scete," two disciples; one of these was his servant, for many folk were wont to come unto him to be healed, and the other remained always in a cell which was nigh unto Macarius. And when much time had passed by, Macarius looked and said unto him that ministered unto him (now his name was John, and he afterwards became the elder in the place of the blessed man), he answered, I say, and said unto him, " Hear me, O John, and receive the rebuke with 4 'which I rebuke thee. For thou art suffering temptation, and "behold the spirit of the love of money (i.e., avarice) tempt- "eth thee, for even so have I seen. And I know that if thou "wilt listen unto me thy end in this place shall be praised, and "no harm shall draw nigh unto thy habitation. But if thou "wilt not hearken unto me, because of the love of money which "moveth thee, the leprosy of Gehazi (2 Kings v, 27) shall "come upon thee at the end." And it came to pass some fifteen or twenty years after the death of the blessed man, John for got his commandment, and because he used to steal from the poor, his body became so covered with leprosy that there was not in the whole of it one sound spot large enough for a man to lay his finger upon. Thus the prophecy of the blessed Macarius concerning John actually came to pass.
Now if we were to attempt to describe the food and drink of the holy man, we should do what is superfluous, because among the thoughtless monks who lived in that place there was not to be found any one thing which could lead to excess either in eating or drinking; first because of the poverty of the spot, and secondly because of the divine zeal which they dis play towards each other. But I may mention his sad and stern
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habits of self-denial in various other ways. And they relate con cerning him that he was at all times in a state of wonder at some divine vision, and that he used to become like a drunken man by reason of some hidden vision, and that his mind was more often exalted unto God than it was concerned with the things which are in this world, and those which are under the heavens. And, as concerning the wonderful things which God wrought by his hands, it is not seemly that we should keep silence, and of him the following marvellous things are told.
A certain Egyptian loved another man's wife, but since he was not able to incite her to love him and to make her yield to his will, he spake unto a certain magician, saying, "Make "this woman to love me, or employ thy sorcery in some way "so that her husband may hate her, and cast her out." Now when the magician had received money not a little, he made use of his sorceries, and he made the woman to appear in the form of a mare ; and when her husband went into his house from outside, and saw her, astonishment seized him [at the sight of] a mare lying upon his bed. Then he lifted up his voice in a sorrowful cry, and he wept tears, and heaved sighs; and he spake with her, but she made no reply unto him, and she answered him not a word. And having seen what had taken place, he went to the elder of the village (i.e., the Shekh al- Balad), and told him concerning this matter, and brought him and took him in and shewed him what had happened. And for a space of three days he knew not what the matter was, for the mare neither ate dried grass like an animal, nor did she partake of bread like a daughter of man ; and she did without food of either kind. Finally, however, in order that God might be glorified, and a miracle might also be made manifest at the hands of the blessed Macarius, and his spiritual perfection be made known, it entered into the mind of the man who was the woman's husband to take her to the desert to the blessed Macarius. And having saddled her like a mare, and thrown over her a halter, like an animal, he led her away and departed to the desert.
And when the man arrived at the cell of the blessed Macarius, the brethren who were standing by the side of the cell of the blessed Macarius saw him, and they wanted to keepbackthehus- band of the woman, and strove withhim, saying, " Whyhastthou "brought this mare into the desert?" And the man said unto them, "That she may receive mercy, and be healed." They said unto him, "What aileth her?" And he answered and said unto them, "She is a woman who hath been suddenly trans formed into a mare, and behold, she hath eaten no food for "three days." Then the brethren went and told the blessed
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" And the man said unto them, "That she may receive mercy, and be healed. " They said unto him, "What aileth her? " And he answered and said unto them, "She is a woman who hath been suddenly trans formed into a mare, and behold, she hath eaten no food for "three days. " Then the brethren went and told the blessed
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Macarius what the matter was, and when they came to inform him they found him standing inside [his cell] and praying- for her, for God had already revealed this matter unto him, and he was praying for the woman. And the holy man Macarius answered and said unto his disciples: "Ye are mares which "have the eyes of horses; but that mare is a woman. She " hath not been changed from her nature of a woman except "in the sight to those who have made a mistake; and that " she appeareth as a mare is only an error of the sight of those " who see her." Then the blessed man took water and blessed it, and he threw it over her head and it ran down all over her body; and the blessed man prayed and straightway he made her to appear in the form of a woman to every man. Then he gave her some sacramental bread and made her to eat it before every man, and then he sent her away healed with her hus band ; and they departed from him rejoicing and praising God. And the blessed man exhorted the woman, and said unto her, "Be not at any time remote from the Church, and deprive not "thyself of the Holy Mysteries, for all these things have hap pened unto thee because for five weeks thou didst not partake "of the Offering."
And the blessed man exhorted the woman, and said unto her, "Be not at any time remote from the Church, and deprive not "thyself of the Holy Mysteries, for all these things have hap pened unto thee because for five weeks thou didst not partake "of the Offering. "
Let us now speak about his other excellences, and also of his sad and stern habits of self-denial in other particulars. Now because the large numbers of people who came to be blessed by him gave him much trouble, he thought out the following plan in his mind. He dug out a passage (or trench) in his cell which was about twenty measures [in width], and he made from it a tunnel of considerable length, [and it extended] from his cell to the distance of half amile; at the place where the passage came to an end he made above the end of it a small cave. And when large numbers of people came to him and troubled him, he used to leave his cell secretly and pass along hidden by the tunnel and hide himself in the cave, where no one could find him. Now he used to do this whenever he wished to escape from the vain praise (or glory) of the children of men. And one of his most strenuous disciples told us, saying, "As he "was going from his cell to the cave he used to recite four " and twenty antiphons, and as he was coming back four and 4 ' twenty also ; and whenever he went from his cell to the church " he used to pray four and twenty prayers during his passage " [thither], and four and twenty as he was coming back." And moreover, they say that he gave life to a dead man in order that he might convert a certain heathen who did not believe in the resurrection of the dead, and this was spoken of through out the desert.
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" And moreover, they say that he gave life to a dead man in order that he might convert a certain heathen who did not believe in the resurrection of the dead, and this was spoken of through out the desert. Once a certain unmarried man who was vexed by an evil
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devil was brought unto Macarius, being carefully fettered by two other men, and his mother had caused him to be brought unto him. Now the devil used to ac~l upon him in the following manner. After he had eaten three baskets of bread and drunk three bottles of water he used to vomit, and scatter the bread and water in the air in the form of smoky vapour, and in this wise his food and his drink were consumed in waste, even as anything which is cast into the fire is consumed. Now there are certain kinds of devils which are called "fiery," for there are varieties among devils even as there are among men, in dis position if not in nature. And inasmuch as his mother had not that wherewith to satisfy him, he used to eat his own offal and drink his own water; and his mother besought the blessed man with tears on behalf of her son, and Macarius took him and prayed over him, and entreated God on his behalf. And a day or two after he had healed him of his trial, the blessed man cried unto the mother of the young man, and said unto her, " How much hast thou need of for the food of one day for him?" And she said unto him, "Ten pounds of bread." Then he re buked her and said, "Thou hast said too much." And after seven days Macarius made the young man so that he needed to eat three pounds [only, which was sufficient for him] to work upon and live. Now this miracle God wrought by the hand of the blessed Macarius, whose soul now sojourneth with the angels. I never saw this man, for he died one year before I entered the desert.
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" And after seven days Macarius made the young man so that he needed to eat three pounds [only, which was sufficient for him] to work upon and live. Now this miracle God wrought by the hand of the blessed Macarius, whose soul now sojourneth with the angels. I never saw this man, for he died one year before I entered the desert. Gbapter £\>fij. TOe Ibtstor^ of fl&acarius tbe brian, tbe Glorious
AS for the other Macarius, the Alexandrian, I did seehim, for he was an elder in the place which is called the "Cells," wherein I myself lived for nine years, and he lived for three years after I entered therein; some of [his] wonderful acts I myself have seen, and some of them I have learned from others, and [of others] I have also heard rumours. Now his sad, stern life of self-denial was as follows: Whensoever he heard of any beautiful deed being done by any man whatsoever, he must straightway carry it into practice in a fuller form. He once heard from a certain man that all the brethren of Tabenna never tasted any food whatsoever which had been cooked by fire during the whole of the Forty Days' Fast, and he straight way determined within himself that for seven years he would not eat any food which had been cooked by fire, and that he would not partake of anything except young wild herbs, and vegetables which had been made soft by soaking in water, or similar things. And when he had completed this rule of life he
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heard of a monk in a certain monastery who only ate one pound of bread each day, and he straightway broke his bread into pieces and cast it into a vessel with a narrow mouth, and he determined within himself that he would eat nothing that his hand could not draw up out of the vessel the first time [he put it in]. And time after time, he used to tell the story with a smile, and say, "When I put my hand down I could fill it "readily, but I could not draw it up full because the mouth of "the vessel was [too] narrow, and it would not let me take it " out full." Now he lived this hard life for three years, and ate [daily only] four or five ounces of bread; and of water also he only drank sufficient to enable him to eat his bread. Of oil [he took] only one flask each year, making use of it only on the great First Day of the Resurrection, and on the great day ot Pentecost, and at the Nativity, and at the Epiphany, and when he received [the Mysteries] during the Forty Days' Fast. I will tell also of the various other practices of his sad, hard life. He determined [once] to vanquish sleep, and it is related that he never entered under a roof for twenty days, and that he was burnt up by the exceedingly great heat of the sun at noonday during all this time, and that during the nights he was without rest. And he himself told us, "Had I not quickly gone in under a " roof and slept, and rested myself the brains in my head would " have dried up, and I should become like a drunk man. But," he would say, "I have been conquered against my will, for "although the nature of the body hath been overcome I have "given it what it needeth."
And again, once when he was sitting in his cell a gnat bit him in the leg and he suffered pain, and he crushed the gnat in his hand and killed it. Then straightway he despised him self because he had avenged himself upon the gnat, and he passed upon himself the sentence that he should go^to the place which is called "Scete," that is to say, the inner desert, and sit there naked for six months. For there were many great gnats (i.e., mosquitoes) there, and they were so savage that they could pierce the skins of pigs, and they re sembled wasps; and his whole body was so eaten and swollen that a man would have thought that he had the hide of an elephant, and when he came [back] to his cell six months later they could only recognize from his voice that he was Macarius.
For there were many great gnats (i. e. , mosquitoes) there, and they were so savage that they could pierce the skins of pigs, and they re sembled wasps; and his whole body was so eaten and swollen that a man would have thought that he had the hide of an elephant, and when he came [back] to his cell six months later they could only recognize from his voice that he was Macarius.
And again he desired greatly to go and see the garden of Jannes and Jambres, the magicians of Egypt, because, as he himself told us, they had obtained power, and riches and dominion, and had built there a tomb, and had established there great works in marble; now their tomb was ornamented with many things, and they had also placed there gold and
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things of a marvellous character, and trees and plants, for the place had been made into a garden, and they had also dug a well there. Now because Macarius did not know the way, he observed the course of the stars, and travelled thereby; and thus he journeyed through the open desert as upon the sea. And he took with him also a bundle of thin reeds, and at the end of each mile he used to drive a reed into the ground like a rock, so that he might be able to find the way when he had to come back. And when he had journeyed for nine days, and had drawn nigh the place wherein was the tomb, the Evil One, who always wageth war against the athletes of the Lord, gathered together all the reeds which the blessed man Macarius had driven into the ground, and put them under his head for a pillow whilst he was asleep, when he was about one mile from the garden, and when the blessed man woke up he found the reeds. Now it is probable that God permitted this thing to happen for His own glory and for the triumph of His servant, so that Macarius might not put his confidence in reeds, but upon God, Who by means of a pillar of cloud led the children of Israel in the desert for forty years. And Macarius told us, saying, " Seventy devils came forth against me from thatgar- " den, and they flew about before my face like ravens, and 1 'they were crying out and groaning, and saying, * What " 'seekest thou here, O Macarius? What seekest thou, O " 'monk? Why hast thou come hither? Thou canst not stay " 'here.' And I said unto them, 'I only want to go in and see " '[the garden], and then I will depart.' And I entered therein, "and I saw everything, and [I found] hanging over the well " an iron chain with a brass bucket, but they were rusted "through age; and the pomegranates which were therein " were dried up and burnt by the sun." And having seen [the garden] he turned and came back in twenty days.
' And I entered therein, "and I saw everything, and [I found] hanging over the well " an iron chain with a brass bucket, but they were rusted "through age; and the pomegranates which were therein " were dried up and burnt by the sun. " And having seen [the garden] he turned and came back in twenty days.
Now when he was coming back he lacked water, and the bread also which he had carried was finished, and he was nigh to perish, and was in great tribulation through thirst, when suddenly he saw a damsel who was arrayed in a spotless linen garment and who carried a pitcher of water wherefrom water dripped, and she was distant about half a mile from him. Then he followed her for three days, thinking that he would overtake her and drink, but he did not do so, although she seemed to him to be standing still in one place and bearing a pitcher. Then he despaired of obtaining water to drink, and he was brought very low, when suddenly there appeared unto him there a herd of buffaloes. And among them there was one which had with her a little sucking calf, and she stood still before him; and he drew nigh and sucked milk from her. And
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she came with him through all the desert even unto his cell and gave him milk to drink, and she would not let her calf suck from her in those days.
And on another occasion the brethren were digging a well in a certain place which was called Thronon, when a serpent which belonged to the class of deadly serpents bit him. Then Macarius took hold of the serpent with his two hands by his upper and lower lip and, grasping him tightly, tore him in twain, from his head even unto his tail, and said unto him, " Since Christ did not send thee, why didst thou dare to "come [here]?" Now the blessed man had four cells in the desert: one in Scete, in the inner desert, one in Libya (?), one in the " Cells," and one in Mount Nitria. [Two] of these were without windows, and in them he used to dwell in darkness during the Forty Days' Fast, another was so narrow that he could not stretch out his legs, but another, wherein he used to receive the brethren who came unto him, was wide and spacious. And he healed so many people who were possessed by devils that no man could count them. Once when I and the blessed Evagrius were there in his cell they brought unto him from Thessalonica a certain virgin who had been a paralytic for many years, but by means of prayers and by anointing her with oil with his hands he cured her in twenty days and sent her away whole to her city and home; and when she had de parted she sent to him gold and goods of various kinds.
And again, he heard from a certain man that the monks of the Monastery of Tabenna lived stern lives of self-denial, and he took counsel with himself, and put on the garb of a young man and a husbandman, and in fifteen days he went up to the Monastery of the Broken Ones by the way of the desert, and came to the Monastery of Tabenna, seeking to see the head of that Monastery whose name was Pachomius. Now Pachomius was a man elect and perfect, and he had the gift of prophecy, but the [business] of the blessed Macarius was hidden from him. And when Macarius saw him he said unto him, "Abba, " I beseech thee to receive me into thy monastery that I may " be a monk therein." Pachomius said unto him, "Thou art " an old man, and art not able to fast. The brethren are men " who fast, and thou canst not endure their labours, and be- " cause thou art not able to do this [thou wilt] be offended, " and thou wilt go forth and wilt abuse them"; and he would receive him neither the first day nor the second day, nor any day until seven days [were passed]. But since he remained fasting throughout all these days he said unto the head of the monastery, "Abb£, receive me. And if I do not fast like unto " you, and toil as ye do, command them to cast me out;" so
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the head of the monastery persuaded the brethren to receive him. Now the number of the members of the brotherhood of that monastery were four hundred men, [and they are thus even] unto this day; and they brought in Macarius.
And if I do not fast like unto " you, and toil as ye do, command them to cast me out;" so
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the head of the monastery persuaded the brethren to receive him. Now the number of the members of the brotherhood of that monastery were four hundred men, [and they are thus even] unto this day; and they brought in Macarius.
And when a few days had passed, the Forty Days' Fast drew nigh, and Macarius saw that large numbers of the brethren kept the fast and observed the rule of the house in various ways. There were some who ate daily at eventide, and some [who fasted for some] nights, and there were also some who ate once in five days; and some stood up the whole night through, and sat down in the daytime. And the blessed man Macarius took a large quantity of leaves of date palms, and brought them [to his cell], and he stood up in one corner thereof, and he neither touched bread nor water, nor bent the knee, nor lay down, until the forty days had passed, and the days of unleavened bread had come; but each Sunday he used to eat a few moist cabbage leaves so that he might pretend to be taking food. Whensoever he went outside his cell for a needful purpose he returned straightway and stood up in his place without speaking a word unto any man ; and he stood in his place and held his peace, and he used to do nothing else except pray within himself, and as he stood up he wove rope of the palm leaves. And when all the brethren saw him they made a tumult against the head of their monastery, and said unto him, "WThence hast thou brought upon us this " man, who hath no body and who is incapable of being tired "out, to judge us and to take vengeance upon us? [Either " send him away and let him depart], or know that we all will " go away." Now when the head of the monastery had heard from the brethren concerning the fasting of Macarius and his rule of life, he prayed to God and entreated Him to reveal to him who this man was, and it was revealed unto him by God. Then he went and took him by his hand, and he brought him to the house of prayer to the place where the altar was stab- lished, and he answered and said unto him, "Come, O blessed "old man, thou art Macarius, and thou hast hidden thyself "from me. For many years past I have earnestly desired to " see thee, and now I thank thee that thou hast broken the " heartof the brethren somewhat, so that they may not imagine " any longer that they observe their fast with excessive rigour. " Go then in peace to thy place, for in no slight measure hast "thou edified us, and do thou continue to pray for us"; then Pachomius having persuaded him, Macarius departed from thence.
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" Go then in peace to thy place, for in no slight measure hast "thou edified us, and do thou continue to pray for us"; then Pachomius having persuaded him, Macarius departed from thence. And Macarius used to say, "Every kind and variety of rule "of the life of self-denial and fasting which I have desired to
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" observe with all my heart have I kept, but there came upon "me the desire that my mind should be with God in heaven " [if] only for five days, and that I should be exalted above " the anxious cares and thoughts of material things. And "having meditated upon this thing, I shut the door of the "courtyard and of the cell, and I constrained myself so that I " might not give a word to [any] man. And I continued thus, " and I began [to fulfil this thought] on the second day of the "week, and I commanded my mind, and said unto it, 'Thou " 'shalt not descend from heaven, for behold, there thou hast " 'angels, and the princes of angels, and all the hosts which " 'are in heaven, and especially the Good and Gracious God, " 'the Lord of all. Thou shalt not come down from heaven.' " And continuing thus I was sufficient for this thing for two " days and two nights, and I constrained the Evil One to such " a degree that he became a flame of fire and burnt up every- " thing which I had in my cell, and at length the very mat " upon which I stood blazed with fire, and I thought that I " should be wholly consumed. Now when, finally, fear of the fire " took hold upon me my mind came down from heaven on the "third day, because I was unable to keep my mind collected " in the state in which it had been, and I came down to the "contemplation of the world and the things thereof. And this " happened so that I might not boast."